Farewell 2015

Assalamualaikum...

Lama tak menulis, Aha..
Anyway, thanks 2015.
The toughest year for me so far.
Plot twist everywhere...huhu.
Tahun yg dalamnya paling banyak momen2 menitiskan air mata, menelan rasa, hilang kata-kata..
Dan rasa tak bernyawa...

Within one year, kisah ini berubah..

Dan tak pasal2 trdengar lagu ni kat radio hari ni... lagu Mark Adam - Berat

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Saatku berjalan sepi
dan menunggu akhirnya perjalanan ini
Ku putuskan untuk memutuskan
Cerita cinta kita akhirnya disini
Takkan bisa menahan lagi
Tiba masanya ku pergi

Sungguh beratnya
Rasaku melepaskan cinta
Walaupun tak bisa
Jauh darimu
Sungguh beratnya
Rasaku melepaskan kamu
Walaupun tak bisa
Hidup tanpa mu...

Terus terang ku akui
Ku tak bisa menunggu sesaat pun lagi
Harap kau bisa mengerti
Cerita cinta kita akhirnya disini
Takkan bisa menahan lagi
Tiba masanya ku pergi

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HAIPPPP!

Jgn berkeluh kesah seperti kita tak punya Tuhan.
Allah berfirman dlm surah Ar-Rahman: "Maka  nikmat Tuhan kamu yg manakah yang kamu dustakan?"

Huhu...sad stories or good moments semuanya nikmat Allah. Kita yg suka tgk sisi gelap sesuatu perkara. Allah sayangkan kita okay?

Chill lah. Allah ada. Allah perbetulkan langkah kita yg silap, jangan marahkan Allah. T.T

Farewell 2015. Thanks for everything.. and I'm sorry for everything...

Till then..

A letter to myself.

Dear myself, I’m sorry for those wasted years. We shouldn’t come this far. I should have stop you from the very beginning. Lets stop here then. And may we find peace that we have been longing for. Long enough... *sigh

It’s time to rest I guess.  Shall we? *smile

The Past

Assalamualaikum.

It must have been hurt so much that when you wish to forget all the bad memories, you're happen to forget all the good moments as well. Can't help it.

It is good to be able to give up. Not everything is achievable. Sometimes, accepting the truth is unbearable. But you'll find a time when you happen to realize that you did overcome everything. It's just a matter of time.

Now, it's like given a second chance. To start all over again. To do things correctly. This time, brace yourself and don't break into pieces again.

Sincerely; me.  :))

Adab berkata dalam berkawan?

Assalamualaikum.

Membaca apa yg ditulisnya membuatkn aku tersentak. Meluahkan pendapat itu perlu. Tapi tidak perlu keras intonasinya. Kami tak buta akal dan hati utk memahami. Jangan terlalu sembarangan, hanya kerana emosi kacau kau seorang. Jaga-jaga bila bersuara. Mungkin kata kau ada benarnya. Tp perindahkan kalam bicara. Agar tidak menyakiti hati-hati yg mendengarnya.

Well basically rasa tersentap bila baca luahan hati seorang kawan. It's not like dia seorang yang susah dan rasa pressure bila uruskan program. Well, to think about it, programme manager dan assistant programme manager lagi pressure.

Tapi diorang tak kecoh pun? Seriously don't understand a kind of person mcm ni yg selfish terlebih. Org lain punya sgla penat lelah pengorbanan lagi la byk. Tapi biasanya org yg bt keje paling sikit la yg suka duk kecoh. Kan? Kalau ada rasa nak ungkit segala jasa yg tak seberapa tu, lain kali mohon jgn involvekan diri. Senangkan? Kalau awk takleh komited, jgn pegang tanggungjawab yg org amanahkan.

Bicara dr tulus hati. Bye.

Comeback Post?

Assalamualaikum. It has been a while since the last time i posted here. Busy? Haha. Kinda. This will be my first  post in this year. Hehe. I miss writing. That's why i return, i guess. Haha. Ok whatever.

Anyway, will get back here after i get enough energy. Need to sleep now. :p

Bye. :)